Motherhood is….
- All – nighters that you don’t brag to your friends about on Monday morning.
- Playing an impromptu game of peek-a-boo with the shower curtain to get the baby to stop crying so you can rinse the soap out of your hair.
- Weighing the risks of waking the sleeping baby in the car by stopping to get a cup of coffee or go to the bathroom. Then, actually considering trying to pee in an empty water bottle so you don’t have to stop.
- Making a fool out of yourself in public trying to get your little one to giggle.
- Sneaking a snack inside of a closet so you don’t have to share.
- Realizing three hours into work that you have dried barf in your hair.
- Spending gobs of money on organic, fragrance free, gluten free, parabin free soap for your baby while you buy whatever is generic and on sale for yourself.
- Driving around your neighborhood for forty five minutes because the baby finally fell asleep.
- Assessing every symptom as if you are an expert. Baby’s running a fever? It’s probably a tooth. Baby’s fussy? She’s definitely going through a growth spurt…..when really….let’s be real, you have no. freaking. clue. why.
- Standing in the Starbucks line and not really remembering how you got there.
- Answering the door while feeding your babe and realizing the mailman probably didn’t want to see that.
But it’s also…holding that sweet child in your arms as she breathes heavily against your neck and realizing that this is the best thing that ever happened to you. It’s the privilege of being the only person who can calm her down when she’s tired or sick. It’s being incredibly proud the first time she stands up on her own, but at the same time mourning the fact that your baby is growing up and that time goes too fast. It’s falling in love with your husband all over again as you listen to him read her bedtime stories. It’s smelliest, snottiest, most-challenging and rewarding gig on the planet. And you wouldn’t trade a second of it for anything.